Dreamcatcher

Monday, February 16, 2004

Well...tis been so long...a lot of things have happened and I'm sorry for having posted just now. I've been laying low...I missed everyone. Our concert is cancelled due to "scheduling problems" -quoted our principal-and I've been kinda busy with my thesis.

It's 50+ pages and its a BABY thesis...the insanity of our world. I was wondering...would you all like to meet up with me? It's been long since we saw each other. I have a friendster account and a Ragnarok-yes.I play it.I LOVE it- account. n_n. I would have to end right here...my Physics teacher might catch me...Ja ne!

alessa mused at 4:25 PM

Friday, December 26, 2003

Im alive...so much has happened...I'm on break... on th YU-Gi-Oh fever! n_n

Well im ok now, Big bro and me just made up... belated merry xmas to every one!

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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wow...


alessa mused at 12:55 AM

Friday, December 05, 2003

Ok...

I haven't posted much yet because:

1) Modess

Although NILUTO kami...F****ING 10th PLACE???WHAT THE FUK???

2) Cheering

We won this one (n_n)...I was a lifter and our practices last until 10:00 in the evening...I even came home 1:00 in the morning on our last practice...

Ok for more rants (tis gonna get sticky...)

To someone...in case you read this rant...kilala mo kung sino ka...


...tol, ang sakit. Sinabi mo walang iwanan...Sinabi mo...hindi ka magbabago...and Im one of your trusted friends...

Puneta.

Sinong niloko mo???? EH GAGO KA PALA EH...

I'm sorry to say but you're one of them...gusto mo siyang lumayo sakin...

BAKIT???

Hindi naman ako BI sa kanya! Hindi ko naman siya iniimpluwensyahan na mag-smoke, mag-drugs, mag-truancy etc!

Tol hindi ako tanga.

At alam mo pa ang masakit...? Un reason kung gusto mo ako lumayo sa kanya...

"...Bakit? Eh mabait naman siya eh..."

"Si Cheska?? Eh nerd un eh!"

...aray...

Nalaman ko pa sa ibang tao.

Akala ko ba walang iwanan?? Akala ko ba, walang social caste?? Akala alam mo ang nararamdamn ko???

Ginawa mo akong tanga. GINAGO MO AKO!

I trusted you...I treated you like a brother...I hung on your EVERY FUCKING WORD

Sasabihin ko sayo to ng harapan if ONLY I hadn't promised her...

Ngayon ko lang nalaman na isa ka palang SINUNGALING.Isang malaking PLASTIK.

Pinaglaban pa naman kita...sa harap nilang lahat...

Ngayon alam ko na ang meaning ng mga tingin mo...

Nandidiri ka...

I'm like an Untouchable.

Im sorry...but you're one of THEM.

You're dead to me...Putang ina ka...

The friend I knew...is DEAD...

...I have no brother anymore...

alessa mused at 2:02 AM

Friday, November 14, 2003

Lets talk about some insanity...

Ok...we just had our practice and our choreographer wanted to make us look BIG on stage because the PWU are certainly giants...he bought us...

3 1/2 inch heels...

Wow...

He must be really desperate...

Well of course we changed a few choreography to something more COMPLEX

And there's this "kneeling and getting up quickly" kind of thing and oh there's "Balancing with one foot while holding the microphone and pointing" thing and who could forget the "SHUFFLE"???

...and many others which i would not want to spoil to those who will be watching. I have at least 30 tickets and those who want to watch just post your name on the comments box.n_n

All I can say is, "Blessed be" to us all...T-T

alessa mused at 10:54 PM

Monday, October 27, 2003

We won the elimination.

If anyone would care to watch, the Grand Finals are on Sunday, Nov. 30,2003.

Im not on a good mood today...so please, let the angel lose her wings just for a moment because I am just, sick and tired:

LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING SCREWED UP SON OF A BITCH MOTHER FUCKING BASTARD!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE GOD DAMN IT!!!!

here you are destroying my life when all is quiet!!!!

And I suppose you know this blog of mine now, now that you know my PRIVATE LINE at home and my BESTFRIEND'S E-MAIL ADD when I didn't tell you a fucking goddamn thing about them!!!

PUTANG INA MO! LECHE KA PUNETA KA!!! DON'T YOU DARE TRY TO RUIN THINGS FOR ME NOW THAT MY FRIENDSHIP WITH HER IS STABLE YOU BIG SLOB OF BULLSHIT!!!

I worked so hard to get us back on track, and here you are, a bastard of a man, suddenly jumps in and ruin it all!!!

Her trust for me broke for that moment but luckily she understood when I explained.

PUTANG INA MO GAGO KA HAYOP!!!
i NEVER KNEW I FELL IN LOVE WITH SUCH A HORRIBLE MONSTER ONCE!!!

don't try to ruin things for her...this is between YOU and me. And if you ever try to sabotage us again, I SWEAR I will have you KILLED YOU FUCKER!!

AND WHAT IS IT WITH EVERYONE?!

I feel like im an insignificant nobody.
Nobody wants me.
Nobody wants to be with me.
Nobody CARES.
I feel like all I have is Eden...
And I'll go crazy if our frienship hits the rocks again...

And that MOTHERFUCKER has been stalking me...

i feel so...alone...

alessa mused at 11:12 PM

Monday, October 13, 2003

Yo people!!
Gomen if I hadn't posted recently...I was just so busy...

I'm part of the "Modess Spirit Jams"

Yay!n_n

We all get to hold a solo microphone!
As usual it was rushed..
We finished the choreography of both songs in one day...
And were having our periodical test..
After every periodical exam of 7:30-11:40, we would stay in school from 1-2:00...
So Im not only physically tired but mentally exhausted as well...

Although I am thrilled to participate, I'm still disappointed at the song this year...

Set your spirit free

Alam kong ika'y naninibago
Alam ko kung ano ang feeling mo
But don't you worry
Just wait and see
Just how exciting
This time can

Alam ko kung ano ang kaya mo
Huwag mahiya huwag mong itatago
Sige lang ng sige
Just show them what you got
Give it a shot!
And let this be the start

Chorus:
So come on set your spirit free
The real you they got to see
Huwag kang mag-worry
Kahit kailan
Now is the time for you to shine

Di mo na kailangang sabihin pa
Alam ko pag merong worries ka
There's a bond between us
I know you so well

What you're going through
I can easily tell

Girl don't be shy
Maki-jam ka na
Sabay-sabay tayo kaya tara na!
You go girl
You're gonna make it
Shine on
You've got the spirit

Chorus:(2x)

...yuck...

I liked the song last year more...

But I LOVE our choice piece...n_n

Free

Yeah..yeah...

Because I feel free
I can do anything
And I feel so good
It's the joy deep within
In my heart
In my soul
In my life

I feel free and it just feels so right...

I feel free
Free to love
Free to cry
Free to feel
What I feel inside
I have nothing to hide
I am free
Free to hope
Free to dream
Free to feel
Oh yes I'm alive

Yeah...yeah..

Because I feel free
Anything I can do
And that's how I shine
It's the life that's in me
In my heart,
In my soul
In my life
I feel free
And I feel so alive

I am free
Free to love
Free to cry
Free to feel
What I feel inside
I have nothing to hide
I am free
Free to hope
free to dream
free to feel
Oh yes I'm alive

I feel like flying so high
I feel like touching the sky
This is how I want to feel
I always want to be free yeah free

Free to feel what's inside
I feel free
free to love
free to cry
free to feel
Oh yes I'm alive...

I feel free, I feel free (2x)
Free free free free...

Free to lift my life...
I feel free...

...The best.n_n

The elimination will take place this Sunday, Oct. 19 at the Pavilion, somewhere in Roxas Boulevard...
It would mean alot to me if all of you would come to watch...n_n

alessa mused at 11:21 PM

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

Yeah! The Seniorz practically swept the awards!!!
With an average score of 95%, we won the eco-dance!

I almost learned how to do a split...n_n

We did ballet in the intrepretative dance...

As an eco-dance participant, we were REQUIRED to dance ballet...

and who would have thought that someone "matigas ang katawan" like me could pull it off? And I recieved praises for hosting the eco-fashion...n_n

I'm having LSS...

I tottally cried when I heard this...

This is dedicated to everyone i love...
Whether you're still on this earth...or up there...


To Where You Are
( By Josh Groban )

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You'r still an inspiration

Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
to know you're there

A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dreams

And isn't faith believing
All powers can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there

A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are.

alessa mused at 1:37 AM

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